Insanity

~ It's hard to stay calm, when everything you thought was real 

simply  doesn't stay as it is. 

It's hard not to be shaken when your world is

simply falling apart in front of you.

And worst, as much as you wanted 

to do something you're simply trapped on your own insanity.  

Pretending to be normal when you know that nothing is totally the 

same as it used to be. 

The feeling of creating a new world of your 

own which is so impossible as trying to understand the situation but 

nevertheless you can't. 

Deep down you know that your soul is 

crying out for help wanting to have that understanding and affection 

to feel the peace that you're longing for the whole time. 

No one and 

nothing could ever seem to be right at that moment when all you can

do is stare at the blank, think of nothing and feel the drop of your 

tears slowly running through your cheeks.~